I'm letting it all out now cause i want this to stop bothering me . It's because you're my ______ and that's the reason i don't want to ask and tell you about this. I've been talikng to dad about this, i mean JUMS ! He's GOOD AT LISTENING AND ADVISING . He's so much better than you. I thought, he wouldn't understand me, just like you. I was wrong, indeed.
Chase me out ONE MORE TIME , and i will not hesitate to live with DAD AT HOUGANG . Don't regret that you chased me out, ya . MUMMY KNOWS ME INSIDE OUT, DAD LISTENS TO MY PROBLEMS. What do you do ? Everytime you talk about Darwisy, ADEK ADEK ADEK ! You want me to share with you my problems but are you ready to hear me ? You want people to respect what you want, but do you ever listen to me , for once atleast ? I know, You're my _______. But, YOU NEVER HEAR ME ONCE ,_______. You do your own thing, and i do mine for every single day. You never sit beside me and ask what's happening or whatever . The last Time that you say YOU LOVE ME AND I'M THE ONLY ONE YOU CAN RELY ON WAS IN AUGUST WHEN YOU LAST BEAT ME UP . And yeah , about the money . I'm pissed cause of it too .
Ask yourself , DO YOU EVER GO SHOPPING WITH ME AND PAY FOR ALL THE THINGS THAT I WANT ? DO YOU EVER TELL ME WHEN IS YOR PAY DAY ?
Enough is enough . I'm growing day by day, and i have feelings too . For the past 14 years, you've been taking care of me all by yourself . If you were about to talk about the past , then i should ask you to think back . You're the one who wanted me to stay with you . Cause i was a kid , i need you all time . For that time , you were my everything . I'LL TALK THINGS OUT WITH YOU WHEN IT IS THE RIGHT TIME .
I feel so much better after writing this post . PLUS , I have all the KAKI-GEREK now cause I'M AT WOODLANDS ! Woo. See , I cheered up no matter what . Let it be , Live must go on, yea . SO I'LL LIVE TO THE MAX NOW !