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frankly speaking
December 7, 2008 || 4:01 PM
jul, thanks cause you remembered bout it. thanks for saying it all out. i knw, your words has thousands of meanings to it. to be frank, no one talks to me that way besides my parents. no one could give mesuch long lectures(?) on th phn in such early morning hours. only you could do those things, i swear. i was just speechless you starting talking about those stuffs. all i could do was to just listen to your meaningful advise. just that, you know. whatever you said, i know its for the better for me, for you and us. then in the future, i really need you in good and bad times. both. i need you to be by my side all time. supporting if i'd fall. be my guidance. be the someone i always needed most. and, only you could be in such position jul. yes, hopefully what we've been planning all this while, will go pn as plan. god's willing. and oh yes, about the trust thingy. frankly speaking. im still not over it. i dnt feel good about it. sorry. if its gonna be at the tip of your tongue all time, what if i happened to blow it off again? who knows. im not saying that i wnt it to happened but nothing is impossible jul. wont you try to change it? i beg. cause you seemed to be stuck to it, and wouldn't move. hopefully you'll change it for the better. if that's the only choice i have then, i really need to think before i do something that i could possibly hurt you for the last time. what's the pointing wasting your breath saying you love me, when there's no trust between us. ' there will always be love when there's trust. and there's always trust whenever there's love. ' who was the one who said that to me? you, jul. everyone's not perfect, excuse me. so am i, and you too aye. idk baby. i'll try my really best to not let things come between us anymore. enough is enough. im sick and tired of that.
even, i cant resist a day without msging you baby. being with you is the most interesting moment in this life ever. my very best man for me. in this life. in this world. only you jul. youre the one i'd turn to if something isn't right. youre the one shoulder that i could cry on. youre the one i can rely on love. and not forgetting what we love doing *winkies* my life's been great with you by the side. im honoured. honestly, jul. let's go through all of this together. then everything will come true baby. true baby, i love you. only you.