i just couldnt sleep yday. couldn't even close my eyes for a second. not sure, why is it. like there's somethings not right. not in place. all along, i was with Cik dada and Ayah. left only the three of us. while we were busy talking about something, her phone rang. 5am in the morning. what could it be? another emergency phone call. we were shocked to hear that person was ill, so ill. till he was sent a&e straight away. he couldn't breath like usuall. one after another. spent awhile downstairs, waiting till the doctor came out. then, went up. and, aunt's condition isn't good. the doctor says that her heart is still pumping, due to the medicine. the oxygen. not by her own self.
then, noon i started to fall asleep where ever i am. sitting, ofcourse. we went home, get a rest. and now, waiting for kakak to be finish. we'll maybe be staying over again. anw, the good news is, aunt's went to normal ward, kindda. when the doctor pulled out those wires, she could breath by herself. she's strong inside, i know.