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In three words I can sum up everything about life. It goes on.

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A new Twin .
September 29, 2008 || 5:38 PM


Hari Raya's round the corner, and i've change my hairstyle together with irah .
We really look alike . Aaw, A new twin now. A second one , yeah . Woo!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD ,AND HAPPY TWO YEARS TO BOTH OF YOU DAD AND MOM!


Cause i say so.
September 28, 2008 || 3:01 PM


Yesterday , WE WENT SHOPPONG AT IKEA for Hari Raya Preparation. It was so complicating, yday. Mom and abang Ikin fought inside the car ! Haha. I feel like laughing , God! Mom walked away , wanted to go home by herself. After talking on the phone with Sis , mom came back ! Finally , we went up and started with our SHOPPING without abang Ikin . THIS MOM THAT I'M MENTIONING IS MY AUNT , THAT I ALWAYS CALL HER 'MOM' . She do understand SIS, ME AND ASIP ! I feel like I'm one of them when I'm at Woodlands.

IN the morning, something made me so so worried . Aand Guess what, (insertaname) was sick ! I was so worried about (insertaname) the whole night . I felt better when (insertaname) got home and told me that you're fine . Luckily, Nothing serious happened .

To ________ ;
Take good care of yourself, ya. You're sick, for god sake ! Have enough SLEEP AND REST and DON'T EAT TOO MUCH . Ofcourse I'll be worried bout you now, cause you're sick . See, I'm concern about you for sure .

Helped asip with the ROOM SPRINGCLEANING from 2+ until 5+. Wow! Ate and it's time to sleep . Now, Kakak's cleaning her room while GORENG-ING the DENDENG! Hah. I did help her with the cleaning , but i did spent more time in the kitchen with those DENDENG. Wee! Yeah , We'll be going to Hospital and Geylang , then . Wow!

Tomorrow is my First paper and That is English Paper 1 & 2 . I'm reciting the informal and formal format writing again and again . I hope, it's still inside me now untill tomorrow's paper end . Eventhough there's really nothing to study for English, I'm still nervous .

Can I do it ?!
What must I do ?
How an I gonna do it ?!
CAN I pass this PAPER ?!
God, HELP ME FOR TOMORROW'S PAPER !
imyb and ilysmb.

Stop it.
|| 1:45 PM

I'm letting it all out now cause i want this to stop bothering me .
It's because you're my ______ and that's the reason i don't want to ask and tell you about this. I've been talikng to dad about this, i mean JUMS ! He's GOOD AT LISTENING AND ADVISING . He's so much better than you. I thought, he wouldn't understand me, just like you. I was wrong, indeed.

Chase me out ONE MORE TIME , and i will not hesitate to live with DAD AT HOUGANG . Don't regret that you chased me out, ya . MUMMY KNOWS ME INSIDE OUT, DAD LISTENS TO MY PROBLEMS. What do you do ? Everytime you talk about Darwisy, ADEK ADEK ADEK ! You want me to share with you my problems but are you ready to hear me ? You want people to respect what you want, but do you ever listen to me , for once atleast ? I know, You're my _______. But, YOU NEVER HEAR ME ONCE ,_______. You do your own thing, and i do mine for every single day. You never sit beside me and ask what's happening or whatever . The last Time that you say YOU LOVE ME AND I'M THE ONLY ONE YOU CAN RELY ON WAS IN AUGUST WHEN YOU LAST BEAT ME UP . And yeah , about the money . I'm pissed cause of it too .

Ask yourself ,
DO YOU EVER GO SHOPPING WITH ME AND PAY FOR ALL THE THINGS THAT I WANT ?
DO YOU EVER TELL ME WHEN IS YOR PAY DAY ?

Enough is enough . I'm growing day by day, and i have feelings too . For the past 14 years, you've been taking care of me all by yourself . If you were about to talk about the past , then i should ask you to think back . You're the one who wanted me to stay with you . Cause i was a kid , i need you all time . For that time , you were my everything .
I'LL TALK THINGS OUT WITH YOU WHEN IT IS THE RIGHT TIME .

I feel so much better after writing this post . PLUS , I have all the KAKI-GEREK now cause I'M AT WOODLANDS ! Woo. See , I cheered up no matter what . Let it be , Live must go on, yea . SO I'LL LIVE TO THE MAX NOW !

Enough is Enough.
September 19, 2008 || 5:24 PM

What the Hell you want from me, SPAMMER .
Do you have Balls to put your name together with those Shits, SPAMMER .
If you're so Fcuking free to spam me , put your fcuking name together , SPAMMER .
Hell , who are you to interfere about my man and me, ASSHOLIC-SPAMMER .
You sucks big time , SPAMMER .
Go around and Spam people, Write SHITSTUFFs on Tagboards without your fcuking name , IDIOTIC CREATURE .
You're so fcuking wasting your own SHITTY time of yours , SPAMMER .
Once again , NICE TRY SHITTY-ASSHOLIC-IDIOTIC SPAMMER . *BIG SMILE*
AAND I'VE DELETED MY TAGBOARD !


I'm back with Irah again. Gosh, I should really thanks Ali and Ajul . Yeah Irah , i cried after reading your blog. Your words were too POWERFUL and so MEANINGFUL. It really hurts and i couldn't pay attention that day . Talked with RINA , and she cooled me down. I'm glad these is over . And , Sorry baby if i nag at you or angry with you or eveen SHOUT at you on the phone . I'm so much beetter now , Thanks Irah .

Let's make this friendship last long , and meaningful in life . You're so treasured . You're someone special that really knows me inside out , hunneh. The one that i joke around with , that i even cry for , that i care and love . That goes to the rest of NINI . Since primary school we're together , so let's make this thing last . *winkwink*

THREE MORE DAYS TO GO !


7 DAYS !
September 15, 2008 || 2:54 PM




Those pictures were taken on Saturday .I don't feel like elaborating on what happened today . It sucks big time . Swear uh eh , I didn't talk to you. Cause i Don't feel like it . It's better if i didn't talk witcha eh . Fine uh , maki uh ape yang kau nak . Well , you still don't know what's the truth , though . I know , i'm at fault . But , tak payah uh siol drag drag . Pape uh eh , Serve you right uh .

11 More Days !
September 11, 2008 || 5:38 PM













For You know , I went out Last Tuesday with EERA LOVE , IRAH HUNNEH & BBY ! Ajey . While waiting for IRAH , I saw Hykal at the Interchange . Woo . Too bad , I didn't Tegor-ed him .

Let's so talk about that TUESDAY ! Arrived around 5.30pm , met Baby . Went Lotsof rounds around the Baazaar ! Then , Sat and Waited to Buka Puasa . Bought Food and Drinks , Ate and Took Pictures . As the Sky turns Dark , More and More Matrep Were at Geylang . Tsktsk . Eera met Ajid , Uh huh . Baby , Me & Irah wnet to meet mom at Joo Chiat . Ish , Now I bought my baju Baby . Go and Find Yours !

Today SUCKS !
What's with the accusing thing, man ? Accusing my friend of snatching your fcuking phone ? Uh huh , Nice try ! She was with me that Monday , and you're so making stories . Serious case kape siol ? Babet kan Kampao peh uh ? Oh , so . She didn't do anything . Why must she be targeted when there's so many biatch out there ? Dengki siol . Nice try , though !


That Morning
September 8, 2008 || 6:32 AM

Geylang Oh Geylang !
I'm So Loving The Dress !


Everything is COOL , Everything's SETTLED . It's worth , spending the time talking with Baby on the phone . It's so Sweet of him , God . I'm so not going to SAY ABOUT ANYTHING HAD HAPPENED YESTERDAY . Enough of those time Quarreling because of Misunderstanding - It doesn't make sense at all . Somehow , it had happened !

KNOW WHAT ? HAD MY WAKE UP CALL by Baby !
KNOW WHAT ? I'M SO MISSING HIM !
KNOW WHAT ? I'M SO GONNA MEET Baby ON MONDAY *winkwink*
KNOW WHAT ? I'M SO GOING TO GEYLANG - for the Fourth time . *WIDE SMILE*

TELL ME ;
September 6, 2008 || 4:25 PM

Oh , I had LONG HOURS CONVERSATION WITH B for the past few days ! Woolala .
Ok , Wait , whatever uh . But , Today's converstaion With Bby was so Unexpected uh . Wanna knoe what ? Wait.

It started off like this ; We were just having fun disturbing each other . But , end up it became more sarcastic-er . Cause I was so pissed off , Out of the blue . And yeah , i admit , I was the one who start the mess up . Godd , Everything came out ! I wasn't talking to him as in ' I & YOU ' , it's ' KAU , AKU ' ! Just imagine uh , Ish !

TELL ME TODAY DIDN'T HAPPEN .
TELL ME YESTERDAY WAS COOL .
TELL ME I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING .
TELL ME SHE'S ONLY YOUR FRIEND .
ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW MY FEELING WAS, B.

More Than Words
September 3, 2008 || 5:45 PM

No Words ; Just Pictures !