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December 28, 2008 || 7:44 AM
Haha! okay, cool. yesterday kakak was checking this website on how will your baby look like in the future. hah, since i'm so bored today. asip and i did it, too. we were laughing like mad looking at the baby's face. we tried our faces. haha! it's hard to describe. but it's fun, anw.
and, i tried mine with jul. haaah, okay. that's funny. i was just trying to find out, how will my baby look like. will he/she have jul's nose? that small nose? my eyes? his eyes? and evrything. hmmm, curiousity. take a look then.
both of them are boys. yea, cute. so, who's nose? who's eyes? who's lips? who's ear? both has Jul's nose, i guess. not sure yet. but it's fun, obviously. try it yourself, then.
Jul's gonna be back on the 30th, tuesday? yaay! school's starting so soon. urgh! i think i should really meet irah and alter my school skirt. one day, when im at tamp okay? i want to do it asap. hah. friends, we'll so gonna meet up soon. you'll see the sleepy/tired/happy faces then. it's a long long break. so long. will be asking thousand one qns. i miss Farah Dina & Iqah and not forgetting Miss Irah. hell yea, he'll be fetching. dnt be late jul :)
hopefully
December 25, 2008 || 11:30 AM
i just couldnt sleep yday. couldn't even close my eyes for a second. not sure, why is it. like there's somethings not right. not in place. all along, i was with Cik dada and Ayah. left only the three of us. while we were busy talking about something, her phone rang. 5am in the morning. what could it be? another emergency phone call. we were shocked to hear that person was ill, so ill. till he was sent a&e straight away. he couldn't breath like usuall. one after another. spent awhile downstairs, waiting till the doctor came out. then, went up. and, aunt's condition isn't good. the doctor says that her heart is still pumping, due to the medicine. the oxygen. not by her own self.
then, noon i started to fall asleep where ever i am. sitting, ofcourse. we went home, get a rest. and now, waiting for kakak to be finish. we'll maybe be staying over again. anw, the good news is, aunt's went to normal ward, kindda. when the doctor pulled out those wires, she could breath by herself. she's strong inside, i know.
misses
December 24, 2008 || 7:38 PM
im staying over at the hospital here. thought of charging this lappie but then, a black man came out of nowhere saying not to charge it here. security, this hour? if it's so strict, then put that thing there? out of mind you, black man. black out in hospital? and it's gonna be my fault? what the hell you talking black? just go to work and leave me alone. and madam? you called me madam. do i loook that hell old to you? shioot, go make a spectacles for yourself. then that's better. too many came today. mak long is still unconcious. still breathing by the help of those machines, wires and medicine. hopefully she'll recover and nothing's happening. insyaallah.
and my cousin's from malaysia came yday morning. was that excited to meet them, but didn't get the time to brag longer. just a smile, hi-bye thingy. give me a day, perhaps? i just didn't know how to start it. what to talk about. and evrything. nervous? haha! yes yes, and i like to meet Amy. couldn't wait, actually. hah, he has Hardi's look. kind of his looks. his eye brows. his eye lashes. his eyes. okaay, stop. no no no, stop it. tmrw then i'll talk with amy more. yeeeess! look forward to it, really. we seldom meet what :)
so far, im done with editing jul's blog. yeah, he's blogging for real. now he's so gonna speak up anything there. go on baby. just now, jul called. i was eating. and i couldnt really talk with him that moment. so all i did was to talk with him awhile, hang up with a "oh okay, bye". it's pathetic, i know. sory uh jul. momma's behind me, what can i do? what you expect? you marah? you pissed off? sorry. i'll layan you like usuall when evrything's fine here. i know yday and today i didn't talk to you that sweetly, the way i used to. but not at this time. hope you know. for only know please baby? please, i beg. whatever it is, i still do love you okay? mind that, jul. and and and, oh i miss miss miss so much :)
the way i wished you yday was too sarcastic, to me. sorry too. i didn't mean to talk/wish you in that kind of manner but, it happened. i can't reply your msg once i received it. it really took a long time, isn't it. if i do,i replied only few words. you're bored with it aren't you? yes, me too.
P/S: sorry if i mention it again jul. please?
not just another phone call
|| 5:35 AM
recently, my aunt's being admitted to tts hospital. she's seriously ill. doctor said she's in a very critical condition, and they'll try the very best to save her. she actually came to singapore to renew her passport. because kakak hardly read her pulse, they decided to call an ambulance. the next phone call is not what we've been waiting for, but He loves her more. rather than she live like this, maybe this is the only way. i'll be busy at the hospital.
oh yes, and yday was my 4th monthsary with Jul. nothing much, but i did received his phone calls and msges. sorry baby, i couldn't talk that long yday. im in hospital aye, sorry. now, we've been 4 months together. i love you so much.
guess what, im at woodlands now. Woo! yea, ibu wanted to show this picture to me from that day. hah, she said i'll smile when i see that picture. yes, i was smiling and laughing when i saw this.
that was like years ago man, 1997. haha! look the way he smile. haha! atleast i still smile the same way heh. haha! let's laugh! hahaha! and we're standing/sitting in the same position, Hah. he'll be back on the 25th. let's just wait :)
that time when i went
December 17, 2008 || 8:26 AM
my holidays was so cool. yes yes, i had to wake up at 4.30am. and had to be at malaysia before 7am. since we were the very first family to arrive, we watched the sunrise while having our breakfast. isn't that amazing? waited for them, then we drove off.
noon, we reached the destination. actually we could reached earlier that it it but due to the breakdown of vehicle, it took some time. who's car? Dad's. yes, i was the one who get so pissed off. god, it's so damn hot. lucky i didn't vomit in the car, haah.
port dickson was so fun. i so didn't expect to be this fun. cause our karaoke session turned into the dancing session. with all the lights switched off. blasting off the songs like as if we owned that place. we dance till midnight. i joined in, who cares. haha, i'll wait till 16. the banana boat ride, the go-cart challenge. evrything was just amazing. it's exciting yea.
shes back ;
December 16, 2008 || 12:49 AM
shes back! woo! rindu banget2 pat nur syafiqah!
and she is already back!bby will meet up soon k love!
cant wait! i love you so much!
last beep ;
December 14, 2008 || 12:09 AM
its a very quite day today.nt a single beep or ring.bby eka dah ge portdickson luh seyh.
ouh gosh.rindu sesekali dkt eka.i just keep wondering wat fun shes having every minute of the time.
the last time i beeped her was at 6.15am.and ther and then no beep or ring heard :(
not much said,come hme soon bby.ajul rindu bby banget2 skali :(
till 16 dec; tajul rule tis BLOG.
December 13, 2008 || 2:31 AM
ok nw,TAJUL ISFAHAN and thats me, will be the one which is going to be blogging her blog, fs her fs, msn her msn :) all of this will be back to normal on the 16DEC.so wat ever msg,jux pass it to me,and it will be passed to NUR SYAFIQAH wen i call her :)
so bby,cme back soon i akan rindu eu banget2 skali.ilysm.i tak akan noti2 dont worry :D
for the next coming fourth month love
December 11, 2008 || 7:04 PM
i've not been blogging lately due to lazyness and stuff. after getting to know this one site from jul, ive been watching online movies with kakak every night before sleeping. kakak's sleeping timing has prolong-ed since the day asip went off. cause there's me who can entertain her aye. she's been great all time and i do appreciate her presence. i love kakak so much. she can be anyone, i share every single tears and stories with her. just like what all the bestest friends in this world is doing right now :)
and im sick and tired of it. move it around? delete it if you wnt, i dnt really care seriously. youve changed aye. i thought we were gnna be friends till the end,perhaps. why not? i thought you wont give me the same problem my bestest friend used to give me, but im wrong. it turned out to be the other way. sorry to say but if this is it, then it will be this all time long. because i didnt start it, i wasnt at fault. you sound so sarcastic when talking with me. and even in those msges. i know. i dnt really know what you really want from me. it happens so fast that you changed your mind. okay, i have no issues with you anymore i guess. talk if you want, i will never force you to do anything anymore. but 1 thing, thanks for evrything. you gave me the one most needed in life. hah,a life saver? you helped me out, calm me down the first time i knew you. yes, i so still remember it. everything. i used to save all your msges in my inbox. but it seems to rot. so the best way is to get rid of it. you used to be great to me. you used to be the one i always looked out for. you used to msg me about almost everything. you used to be the one talking with me online. sadly, youve changed and you want it to be this way i guess. so, this is it. sorry. you chose it this way.
P/S: if youre not the one im refering to, dont make a big shit about this post. ignore, if youre not the one.
i'll be going for holidays on saturday. or maybe friday night? im going to Port dickson. so, i guess this trip is going to help me relax my mind. to calm me down and even, to have fun. and tonight's gnna be the last night i'll be braging with jul on the phone till morning. till sunshine. idk, but i'll miss him so much. i think jul's gonna blog when i'm gone? jul's gonna log in to my msn? so people, if my name appeared to be online before the 17th, then that's not me. too bad jul, no one's gonna entertain you when youre signing in to my user sayang. Haha! and even, jul's gonna log in to Friendster. all yours la baby. do what you always wanted.
oh and yes, i was given Taufik's new and lastest album on tuesday. Jul, thanks a million. for the fourth-coming-ever-month, im still stick with you.eventhough many things came between us. still strong till then. anw, after eating those muffins, im still hugry. call me now jul before dad gets home baby.
tajul's post ;)
December 10, 2008 || 9:48 PM
today is such a boring day. bcox eka love woke up at 5pm,and i woke up at 1pm.eventhough last nite we slept at 7am..baik bby! ;)
erm...guess wat i talk to era jux nw.regarding the bestfriend things.
wateva it is hope its over soon.
ouh bby,imysm.sori bsk tak dpt jum'spa eu bcox bsk abahnyer birthday.woo.
andand i will miss eu hell much wen youre gone to PORT DICKSON.
seems like im gona feel the same thing eka felt wen i went 4 my hols.
dnt worry i wont be nottinotti k.
will be sleeping late again,bcox love forced me to watch a movie. :)
which didnt turn out the way i expected.
stuckstuck uh the movie. -_-
it's in the early morning :)
December 9, 2008 || 11:20 PM
Guess what? now is 0720 in the morning and im not yet sleeping after the night editing the stupid blog with kakak. she changed hers too. im just too tired and cold to type but i get all the pictures aye. and cool, today i wore the same shirt(?) as kakak. but, kakak was in white and im in black. Woo, baeeek pe :)
i really need to sleep now. so that i wnt be moody today noon. i need to help ibu with the muffin thingy, then do some cleaning. by the time ajul reach here, im ready to go then we'll meet up with irah along the way. yay! we're going to barrage, and im so gonna get wet with jul and Irah :) i miss them so so badly.
frankly speaking
December 7, 2008 || 4:01 PM
jul, thanks cause you remembered bout it. thanks for saying it all out. i knw, your words has thousands of meanings to it. to be frank, no one talks to me that way besides my parents. no one could give mesuch long lectures(?) on th phn in such early morning hours. only you could do those things, i swear. i was just speechless you starting talking about those stuffs. all i could do was to just listen to your meaningful advise. just that, you know. whatever you said, i know its for the better for me, for you and us. then in the future, i really need you in good and bad times. both. i need you to be by my side all time. supporting if i'd fall. be my guidance. be the someone i always needed most. and, only you could be in such position jul. yes, hopefully what we've been planning all this while, will go pn as plan. god's willing. and oh yes, about the trust thingy. frankly speaking. im still not over it. i dnt feel good about it. sorry. if its gonna be at the tip of your tongue all time, what if i happened to blow it off again? who knows. im not saying that i wnt it to happened but nothing is impossible jul. wont you try to change it? i beg. cause you seemed to be stuck to it, and wouldn't move. hopefully you'll change it for the better. if that's the only choice i have then, i really need to think before i do something that i could possibly hurt you for the last time. what's the pointing wasting your breath saying you love me, when there's no trust between us. ' there will always be love when there's trust. and there's always trust whenever there's love. ' who was the one who said that to me? you, jul. everyone's not perfect, excuse me. so am i, and you too aye. idk baby. i'll try my really best to not let things come between us anymore. enough is enough. im sick and tired of that.
even, i cant resist a day without msging you baby. being with you is the most interesting moment in this life ever. my very best man for me. in this life. in this world. only you jul. youre the one i'd turn to if something isn't right. youre the one shoulder that i could cry on. youre the one i can rely on love. and not forgetting what we love doing *winkies* my life's been great with you by the side. im honoured. honestly, jul. let's go through all of this together. then everything will come true baby. true baby, i love you. only you.
just like the other days
December 5, 2008 || 4:00 PM
thought i could brag with you yday after a while msging you. but then, after dnt know what to reply, you fell sleep jul. urgh! at 4 then i fell asleep while holding to my phn. and if ibu didnt wake me up, i shud be sleeping till noon i guess. i was so tired, mayb. my voice suddenly changed while talking with Jul on the phn. *coughs*
i didnt know that ibu called asip yday night. why? i was in th room braging with jul while using th comp. that was long, i think so. hmmm, ibu said asip wanna come home asap and idk why. i didnt care to ask cause her eyes tells me so. hah, the only son :)
okaay, about kakak's multiply. idk what's happening with the blog fight? not sure about it yet. but her words are so powerful uhhh. abang blogging soon about it for real *thumbs-up*
im waiting for abang to upload the photos that we sent asip off and photos of us at marina barrage. i'm done with blogging thinking to do next :D
go away rain.
|| 3:30 PM
we didnt went to marina barrage as it was raining heavily today, ass. idk what to elaborate again, nothing much happen today. will be going on tuesday, perhaps? okay i'm done baby :)
come home soon dude.
December 4, 2008 || 2:45 PM
guess what? that guy went off to semarang tonight. i'm talking about that guy who has braces on his teeth, hasif. i'll be lonely in this house again without him. and he'll be gone for good, atleast a month. without him, my days seems to be quite? seems to be dull? he's like my brother. he's like a good friend and an enemy to me. seems like now he went off, so left ibu kakak me and ayah. no one will be asking and telling me to cook food for him. no one will be asking me a favour to put his skateboard up there. no stinky shoes and socks anymore :) i'll be sleeping with ibu and kakak in ibu's room. cause no one gonna sleep on the bed while i sleep on the matress, below. no one is gonna sit up while sleeping. no one will be talking on the phone before going to sleep, besides me. i thought i can still hold my tears when you went off. hah, seems like evryone of us cried for you when last waved at us sip. ibu was the first, followed by abang, me then kakak. im not sure ayah did cry for you. but i really spent those last moments with you, wisely i guess. those pictures we took using the laptop has been deleted. trust me, that was the most amazing and funniest moment. haha! come home soon yeah dude.
:)
December 3, 2008 || 2:17 PM
oh about yesterday? yes, it was fun, amazing, interesting and all babeey! cause yday was kakak's day. kakak's birthday. celebrated at 12 midnight sharp with abang here plus all of us except ayah. asip wasnt into the bashing thingy. so left the 3 of us yeah. abang fetch us at around 4plus? from here, we went to jurong east to fectch someone, then went to bowl at west coast. so, someone typed in our nicknames in. Msngerl? frnstadude? facebookbabe? anakmaelayuboi? cheerieeladee? weird right? i came in second for the first round aye! next was causeway point. abang need to get something for his dad. and we bought some drinks and snacks for the next bowl session. guess what, abang bought kakak the flower and the bear. abang called me telling that kakak shouldnt know that that's for her. in the car, kakak was so called moody cause of her lens. and she gave abang the whatever face. Okay, this part is great :) While abang was driving along the expressway, i gave him the bonquet. then while he was driving, he gave kakak that. Aaw aaw aaw ! isnt that sweet? plus, abang was the first guy in kakak's life to give her rose. the 3 rose resembles those three words, ' I LOVE YOU '.
i had lots of fun spending my time with them. especially with kakak and all. they're amazing, ever ever in this life. and yes, i love love love kakak and jul :DD
