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Tajul Isfahan,
January 23, 2009 || 4:39 PM
Happy belated F-I-F-T-H monthsary, love. It's unexpected, that we last this long.
You're the victim, always. That gets hurt eventhough it's not your fault. I'd drag evrything to you, and i'd be angry with you without any reasons. Like as if it's you that cause it. I'd start raising my voice over the phone. I'd start talking to you like as if you're a stranger, a nobody. Then, we'll both get mad and I couldn't think straight. Any things that's unexpected can happened.
I really appreciate your presence here, in this life. Cause you made a big impact on me, you know. A good one, though. Those vulgar words I said to you, sorry. Those 'i hate you' sayings, I'm really sorry. I told you what, those sayings mean the opp. Why would I be hating you when you're the only one person that i want to hold on to, the person i really loves the most, the person who cares and trust me. Eventhough i lost it, I would want to get it from you back. Which is, the trust between us.
Who would one to let you off, not me. I won't because i can't, i could not let you go. You know whose voice that i want to hear before going off to bed? You know whose goodnight wishes i want to hear before hanging the convo? You know whose messages i've been looking forward, everyday? You know whose the person that i want to meet everyday? You know, who would fetch me after school ? You know whom I will be waiting for 3pm at the bus stop? You know who will be scolding me for the better?
It's You. Evrything i do, i look forward either to meet you or your msges/calls. For evrything we've been thru the whole 5 months together, made me realised that you're the only one whom i can love/care/trust. Not other to any guys, again. I had enough thinking and remembering about the past, and now all i think about is you.
Seems like this 5th month, you didn't go to school. You fetch me, 1.30pm outside. You were madly laughing at my hair. That day were the best, seems like it. We walked to the other direction so we would not meet your friends under the void-deck. You save my life, Mr life saver. You kept a burger for me, which was bought the day before it. But, i really appreciate it jul. Cause this was your first time ever, you kept some food for me. Haha! And we were talking like strangers, behaving like kiddo-s/ asses. You were insulting me, cause of my hair. We were laughing, kicking, escaping from bites/punches. Hoho (:
and You were like this, "... atleast my hair tak mangkok like yours."
I was, " urgh! You sucking asshole"
Please don't get mad cause I didn't talk with you like i always do, just now. Please? I didn't say anything cause i suddenly thought about yday. What happened yday night, remember. Okay, I'm fine I'm cool I'm smiling. Yes, i won't be letting you down anymre today, hopefully.
Cause then i'll be regretting, when i'm in the car on Saturday night. I'll be going away, sat night. Take care of yourself. It's only for a few days, though. Ly.
Cheers for the 5 months we've been together okay? I do really love you damn much. Nothing can express my feelings and evrything to it. but, maybe with the help of those sentences i typed, you know how it is. Thanks for taking good care of me, Ly Tajul.