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December 2, 2009 || 7:53 AM
Well, i'm back for more actions here! Suprisingly i blog today, maybe i just feel like to? See, i have nothing to say precisely. Wait, slowly i will think of something to write about. I know people miss me here, so here you go *Flying kiss* True much, i'm busy during these hols. Is it just enough to make it a reason not to blog? I'm simlpy being such a pathethic here. Importantly- i dont make up these lame jokes [!] Nah, i'm busy over at Hougang. Some knows about it- and that's why i'm like not into blogging that much. Understand? It's like, i need to take care of someone dearly. Since i have really the time, my as well i do it. You don't know how emo i can be when it comes to talking about this. Let me share with you, this is so not easy for a 15years old like me to go through this. I feel sad, as this thing unecpectedly happened to my Precious Dad. Cut short, i can't tell evrything here. I swear, there's too much of it. Doctor said to spend quality time, and i'm doing so to make him atleast smile with his Daughter at a moment like now. His eyes. Are to be in some yellow shades. It is, so. Obvious when he stands beside my nephew, there's a big difference. This 1 day, mummy told him, since he asked, that his eyes were in shades of yellowish. He was like, shocked and, "Biar btol? *with tha face*" He looked at me, and i said i don't knw and there isn't any difference. I lied, to hide the truth so he will not be that worried. You think i could sleep so easily? Ask Jul, i often write an essay in that particular msg. Sometimes, i feel i'm too stressed up. But, at times like this- i have to be strong for the Dearest Dad for him to live on. I just hope a miracle would happen, and change evrything. Amin.
For now, that's my concern. That's my problem. See, i don't live a good life like last year, but i'm thankful to whatever i have now. Atleast i still have, rather than i don't. I still have what i want now, and preciously deep inside my heart i don't want to let him go anywhere. I learn to live my single life from him. I know what Love, Care, Forgive, Honesty- From my Dad. This is not the time that he's going away. Hush, i can't continue.
I still have those nearest & dearest. I still have my healing + superman boyf & gf. I still have my another halves.I just need to live my life. That's what i'm trying hard at. I'm trying to laugh my heart out, though there's some parts stucked, way in. I have so many Getaways trip. Too tired to type, please. I'll just update here- or fb. Track it down~ Hahaha!
I think, this is it. I'm going out later. I mean, to meet kvkvk over at Bugis. For so long, i've been never been there. Woah, let's just hope someone will treat me something^^ Tak tau malu, hahahahahahah! I'm done here, i have other things to do before i go. Anw, i miss my Tajvl so much. Do something k? Anw, don't forget you stiil owe me something. I'll never forget till you gte me that. Stndard, Eka~
Bye, see you when i see you. Mwa!