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January 30, 2009 || 10:00 AM
Those pictures were taken during my CNY hols at Kampung. 
Many big things/problems happened at a time. Whatever it is, Mom i do really love you. Yes i do. Regardless of everything. You're my mom, ofcourse. But please change it. Hopefully on my day, you'll change. Cause if you are there for me all time, i'll be happier than now. Happier for the rest of this life. I did evrything to gain it, you know. Just one thing Mom, Change.
Okay, seems like my body temperature is high. I'm cold now. My voice is so low. I'm coughing and sneezing like mad. Even, in the class just now. I just can't concentrate, yah. Hell, i'm gonna meet the doctor and get those big pills. Medicine, i mean. oh yes, i'm not going to school twrm. Oh yeah baby.
Oh yes, one more thing.
Tajul woke up at erm, 5.30am. Tajul met me early in the morning just now. Because of him, i only spent 10 minutes bathing, but i did complete everything i'm supposed to do. Obviously, i'm the one waiting for him. 6.25am or 6.35am, jul? Make up your mind.
Sorry Kakak, i cannot make it.
Tajul Isfahan,
January 23, 2009 || 4:39 PM
Happy belated F-I-F-T-H monthsary, love. It's unexpected, that we last this long.
You're the victim, always. That gets hurt eventhough it's not your fault. I'd drag evrything to you, and i'd be angry with you without any reasons. Like as if it's you that cause it. I'd start raising my voice over the phone. I'd start talking to you like as if you're a stranger, a nobody. Then, we'll both get mad and I couldn't think straight. Any things that's unexpected can happened.
I really appreciate your presence here, in this life. Cause you made a big impact on me, you know. A good one, though. Those vulgar words I said to you, sorry. Those 'i hate you' sayings, I'm really sorry. I told you what, those sayings mean the opp. Why would I be hating you when you're the only one person that i want to hold on to, the person i really loves the most, the person who cares and trust me. Eventhough i lost it, I would want to get it from you back. Which is, the trust between us.
Who would one to let you off, not me. I won't because i can't, i could not let you go. You know whose voice that i want to hear before going off to bed? You know whose goodnight wishes i want to hear before hanging the convo? You know whose messages i've been looking forward, everyday? You know whose the person that i want to meet everyday? You know, who would fetch me after school ? You know whom I will be waiting for 3pm at the bus stop? You know who will be scolding me for the better?
It's You. Evrything i do, i look forward either to meet you or your msges/calls. For evrything we've been thru the whole 5 months together, made me realised that you're the only one whom i can love/care/trust. Not other to any guys, again. I had enough thinking and remembering about the past, and now all i think about is you.
Seems like this 5th month, you didn't go to school. You fetch me, 1.30pm outside. You were madly laughing at my hair. That day were the best, seems like it. We walked to the other direction so we would not meet your friends under the void-deck. You save my life, Mr life saver. You kept a burger for me, which was bought the day before it. But, i really appreciate it jul. Cause this was your first time ever, you kept some food for me. Haha! And we were talking like strangers, behaving like kiddo-s/ asses. You were insulting me, cause of my hair. We were laughing, kicking, escaping from bites/punches. Hoho (:
and You were like this, "... atleast my hair tak mangkok like yours."
I was, " urgh! You sucking asshole"
Please don't get mad cause I didn't talk with you like i always do, just now. Please? I didn't say anything cause i suddenly thought about yday. What happened yday night, remember. Okay, I'm fine I'm cool I'm smiling. Yes, i won't be letting you down anymre today, hopefully.
Cause then i'll be regretting, when i'm in the car on Saturday night. I'll be going away, sat night. Take care of yourself. It's only for a few days, though. Ly.
Cheers for the 5 months we've been together okay? I do really love you damn much. Nothing can express my feelings and evrything to it. but, maybe with the help of those sentences i typed, you know how it is. Thanks for taking good care of me, Ly Tajul.
Oh that day.
January 22, 2009 || 10:15 AM
tomorrow, it'll be our sixth month together. No one get mad at me like he does, hah. okay, i don't feel like elaborating on this. let it just be on the day itself. People, don't msg me tmrw morning. okay, i'm tired and i'm hungry. Mom will be back home later. Then i need to continue my coursework, urgh. maybe i'll be following mom to amk or i'll be staying at home doing homework. I'm good, oh thanks.
okay, i'm totally pissed off with this person. oh god, everything you volunteered yourself? i swear i was pissed off by this person. i don't like the idea of you becoming my partner, the 'vice-chairman'. please, just be yourself and stop wanting to follow others. are you a poser or what? seriously, you started to talk to so many people in the class and you make it as a big deal? oh please, i come to school to study, not to gossip around. Assheads. i got so irritated sitting beside you, cause you keep talking and i couldn't concentrate. evrything, thanks to you big mouth.
one more thing there was rumours in the class. i won't side any of you. if it's really her, then she's a ass. why would you do that to your own class, Miss? i'm not a good mood nowadays.
and yes, i so love this song :)
today.
January 17, 2009 || 9:10 AM
err, erm. not a so good day today. but, it seems that Nisa and her beloved Badak brought something for lunch for the past two days? badak promised me from thursday that he'll bring it for me too :) yes. cause he advised me for the that thing eh. i'm not elaborating any of it. privacy, kind of. god, thanks uh badak. and yesterday he wanted to borrow history book, and yes they brought the bread and tuna thingy. oh, i brought chocolate cookies babey. oh yes, today one of my math teacher didn't came in the class. finally, i understand the laws of indices and evrything. so, slept during chemistry cause i'm not so interesting into it that much. not to mention physics. hah, nevermind. i have Mr Tajul to guide me through it. not to worry, yes.
okay, i went to expo yesterday and met kakak and abang coincidently. i was the one who recognise both of them, so i went nearer. yes, it's them. and abang was like taking pictures with his phone, kakak eating. i miss them so much! supposingly i should go to the cca fair, but i dont want to. cause im not involved in anything. we-Qadri, Irah, Nisa and badak, including me went to eat Nasi lemak at the Cc. next week, we'll be going to the shop beside it.
And, i want to get ready to meet Mom at interchange.
Ly Jul :)
Yes!
January 16, 2009 || 2:53 AM
okay, i'm blogging. hah, i'm in school right now. supposingly we have to the the 30 page coursework, but who the hell wanna do it now. god, we are all surfing the net freely by this new lappie. each one of us, gets one of it. isn't that cool? and, our teacher didn't care about us surfing the net rather than doing the coursework. look at this pictures! yes, my teacher \m/
I'll blog again when i'm home, perhaps. i'm going to buy all the decoration stuff for the class with Nora today. Jul, i'm going out with her okay? oh, and i have a good time yday jul. it was fun. i'll elaborate more later. Next, R-E-C-E-S-S! and badak brought along the sandwich for me. Hah, yes. Lysm baby.
haah, fair eh?
January 1, 2009 || 6:35 AM
you know, i feel like i was being cheated on. i shouldn't even open your site in the first place, it hurts. i dnt know but it really hurt. i trust you, so much. but since it is it now. i dnt know. i dnt know what's gonna happen next. i dnt know what's your motive. and even, i dnt know what's next. yes, whatever we've done, i really appreciate it so much. but if this if this is the way you want it, you'll have it then. i just dnt know why you did this. you're big enough right? yes, and ofcourse a biggy mindset to think.
what's the point of saying sorry, and doing it again? for you, read this uh. see, i have nothing anymore between you or what. but, seems like you're doing it again.
school's gonna start very soon. And yes, i'm gonna alter my skirt with Momma! haah, atlast. oh, and i miss this year's countdown. Shit! so, i'll be at bishan all along for kenduri. hais, imy jul. See you Friday!