I don't know man.
March 31, 2009 || 9:05 AM

This picture was taken by puan Nora di tingkat 2, depan Hall. Terima Kasih. I was suckin ice, man. And yes, spot a dot? Ice eh, jangan macam macam.
I'm a lil too kind to post today. Because of this boredom in me, i blog man. Wait that word, sound so familliar. Forget it, it's the past man. My friends should know that word, infact. Seems like starting today onwards, i gonna laugh till my tummy hurts. I'm going to school with this creature, special ever creature.
Last Friday this creature was absent from school 'cause of his swollen leg/knee/ankle. He's so clever that he kicked a dustbin 'cause he's mad. Let me continue, mad of me. I was supposed to fetch him at Eunos mrt, but i went home, thought of just fetching him at tampines mrt. This creature was as fierce as a mother tiger. Haha!
And today, he's vomitting. Yes, food poisoning, obviously. This creature is sleepin g at home like a baby. Let him be, i will.
'Cause this person is related, i want to have a say. I prefer not to type your beatiful long name aite. We are helping you out, but not siding any other. This thing is spreading, from mouth to mouth. This is human, what. Eventhough you don't want or hate it or whatever, things is spreading. This is going fast like a bullet-train.
But if i were you, i'll tell those people to really listen to both side, then judge which is in the wrong or whatsoevr. No offence babe, this is fact. I'm not siding one, either.
Tmrw is Mr Jums birthday, you're old man dad. But still enjoying live with young people and fishes. Get what i mean. Haha! Control your temper. I know i'm evrything like you. Grr!
That's it for today, kids. I need to rest, man. Cause my girlfriend will get home, and i need to finish some of my f&n coursework. I'm working for tmrw's lesson. I'll enjoy it. Btw, Tuesday eh tuesday Tajul!
and the song is like -.-
Because I'm brave, yes!
March 27, 2009 || 7:37 AM

Eventually this morning didn't start off well, i tried to keep myself as happy as possible. I only thought of this one thing after hearing it, ' as long as I'm still with you, i'll treasure these moment'. I couldn't even think to say anything and you were too tired.
As i kept myself close to those friends i have in school, i wasn't really thinking about it in any way. They put a smile on my face and made me laugh till my stomach hurts. I walked home with this funny makcik, Irah. We made each other laugh loudly while waiting for bus and walking.
I should really praised her of not thinking about it all time, it hurts right? but she did, when she's alone. After some time, then i asked her about it. Luckily she didn't burst into tears in the bus. I know everytime she talks about this one problem that has to do with him, she'll cry. She's the type where she only stick to this only one guy. Deep down, i know what's the feeling, yes. Calm down, syahirah. As a bestfriend babe, all i could do is advise and somehow, trying to solve one of the problems. I couldn't help you at evrything, cause you know him well unlike me.
I'm proud of what i did today man, Tajul. You know, i know. I hope, this will help to solve some of it.
Oh, such a bad day
March 25, 2009 || 7:39 AM

I woke up feeling so down today. Back pain and stuff cause of yesterday's p.e lesson. Not a good day today, perhaps. My mood swing's turning bad. I don't wish to be mad or whatever, but too bad. I came to school with a sour face, luckily Irah cheered me. I've been quiet in class. I only talk to few crazyheads.
Today, i'll just do my stuff. Promise!
Last Friday, i went to Henderson Wave with NINI and Tajul. We followed this steep path/stairs up the moutain. The first thing that made me shocked, was the Keramat. Irah was the one who seen it, and she was like 'Kimak'. What do you expect, the first thing she saw was that thing. Lucky Tajul followed us man! This outing was exciting and fantastic, yes. Thumbs up man. Here's few pictures we took.


What must i say. Life's like so complicated nowadays. Mother made me laugh all time. I could only control my emotions with her alone. Maybe because she made me laugh, she made my day wonderful. She knows i'm having this mood swings. I've not been talking to my dad since Sunday. I just don't know why.
Eventhough i was disappointed listening to what you said yesterday, i'll keep it cool. I'll just forget about that. I'll forget that today you won't be meeting me. I won't even think about yesterday's night talk. I recalled back what we shared that night, everything. Baby, learn to say No okay? Haha! Anyway, i saw it yah.
I don't want to say anything anymore today. Because i know, it'll will only make me feel down. Anything you want to do, I'll just keep quiet okay. I want my day to be great but it turn out to be so sour. Maybe meeting Mother and aunt, later.
My coursework is driving me insane, so what. I'm not doing even one hell thing, shit. I have to buck up in Math, esp. It's raining soon, here. And someone stupid is playing with the phone. Keep calling me using an unknown number. Just stop it yah.
Not like the others
March 19, 2009 || 6:56 AM
Today i woke up, exactly at 12 noon. Everything was so blurr, and i searched for something like a mad woman(!). I'm stuck with these two sickness, coughing and sneezing.It's making my life like sick and hell. Called up tajul, talk about this and that. Then, i continued with the laundry thing.
The first thing i saw, isn't a good thing yah. My mood's like border line, liddat. I'm like so freaking stupidly crazily mad about that thing or what. I don't know about this now. Somethings just get worst than it seem to be. And many stupid humans are making these thing worst. Why now? Think man, why would you drag stuff like that? Don't you, want to clear your mind out of these stuff? You'd be sorry one day.
Things have been so complicating nowadays. Life is not cool/good as it used to be. I miss those good days with many good and happy people around. That was back then, though.
I feel like going somewhere that no one knows about. Chill out with anyone i don't know and have fun. This holiday, suppose to be a great time for me to rest or put those school stuff aside. I should really have fun with those party-animals out there. How i wish man!
Yesterday i had an outing with family, most of them went. Outing to Zoo, yes and it was raining heavily. Nothing much, though. The new playground was the best man! I was so damn wet. Yesterday was Mother's treat, Haha! I had so much fun with Adek and Mother, not forgettin the others too. Anw, Adk was afraid of monkeys :)
This tajul is like so aiyo yo, man. I bought him something, hah. I know, he'll surely like it or love it(?) I'm supposed to follow him to go for soccer. Bla bla bla, later i'm fetching him outside school. I'll make sure that I'll be there before he finishes his soccer. I don't want to be late anymore or he'll show that sour face. Urgh! I know i know, yah b.
So after everything, i'll be at hougang till the end of this week, excluding the weekend. Thursday and Friday i will going out. Not sure about Thursday, but i know something about Friday. I'll be looking forward for it, yeah! Perhaps today, is Qairunnisa's Birthday. Hopefully, we'll be back before the time given man. And Kakak Atiq wanted to meet me, but then. I don't know where the hell she is.

Such a long post today, though. Plus, i know my brother is so hot, Hell yes!
Number one
March 13, 2009 || 8:00 AM
Tajul's having the E-learning thingy, so he's at home now. Called him, and he kept talking and saying about his second gf. Haha! Yah yah, i know i'm the first dude. Today's conversation with him was like the funniest. Like he kept talking about the second dearest gf and the zero gf, whatever. Haha! Mother is at geylang with Mak ngah and Cik Nani. I'm here, blogging while waiting for bf to call again.
I fetch Tajul okay yesterday, can you believe it. Sickening, i had to wait for like 10-15 minutes. Luckily i occupied myself, msging. It was pouring so heavily. Haha! I was waiting at the platform while enjoying the wind and stuff. then, few minutes later he called and was told to go down. Btw this is the shirt i bought him. Yah, green. I'm play this Miniclip Players thingy with Tajul man!
Recently in class, there's a sucking poser. A sucker who doesn't have her own originality. Firstly she doesn't like anyone to call her first name but her second name. I found out this, then. She has the same nickname as me. Same signature. Yes, fcuk her man. Excuse me, your second name doesn't have the nick inside it yah. You steal classmate's belongings, you make up stories, big mouth and now what? Talk loudly in class like no body business. Share with your stupid friends about your sucking bf. Spray your smelly perfume in class like as if it's nice. Comb your hair evry minute. Throwing things like as if you bought it. Stupid. Youre sucha poser, fcuk. Have a way of your sucking own life, Biatch.
That movie!
March 12, 2009 || 12:55 AM
As promised, I went out with Kak Lin yesterday. Supposed to be on Monday but she finished work at 6pm. So, yah yesterday we shop-till-we-drop. With the big plastic bags, aiyo! We keep browsing the shirts at Cotton On. Hell yes, we bought it! It's like so cheap. The shirt that she bought for me, was like 3 for 20 bucks. Amazing yeah?
After shopping, we watched a movie. ' He's just not that into it ', or whatever. The title is like so complicated. Even i can't say the right title when i was asked to buy those tickets.
So, now i'm in school. Blogging as fast as i can, cause Mr Lutfi is going to auto shut these computers in 3 minutes. Okay da la. I'm meeting Tajul today, so yah. Hope, he won't be late.
Yah, that's it!
What a day, urgh!
March 10, 2009 || 9:01 AM
I just reached home, and mummy called me. Saying that Dad is sick, and now in hospital. Seems like, there's more thing Mummy want to say. I know, I've not been calling you for the past 2 days, and there's simply no reason to it. Really sorry, i didn't mean it. Why would you keep these things from me, Ayah? I do really appreciate having a Dad who's strong enough to fight those pain/sickness like you. I do really love you.
I really miss this particular person. This man is back from his camp. Met him, and when to Kfc. His hand has so many scratches. Wounds, evrywhere. I wonder what has he been doing for the past 4 days three night. I really miss you, jul. Thanks for sending me home, like as if this is the first time. Haha!
I don't know, but nowadays i'm not in a mood to talk to like so many people. I will just stick and talk to only that person. Attitude, yah. Like as if you never had it before. You guys are so childish, you see. That's why, i hate it. Thanks, i have other people to communicate with.
Anw, i just cut my hair and it's damn short. You wanna laugh, when you first see it, i really don't mind. Hah, whatever. I'm really not in the mood. Now, i really want to say it. I have been keeping this pain to myself. Stop asking the same question, will you. Talk to the person, then you'll know what's up man. Aren't you irritated, not knowing the answer to that qns, miss?
Sorry, but if you know who you really are, then good for you. And for those yang macam paham and pikir ni post is for you, then too bad. I can't help it.
I was told to get up man!
March 8, 2009 || 6:01 AM
Yesterday when Mother reached home, Abang Is called and decided to bring us out for a swim at Sengkang. I was so excited, yes! I must recommend this place man, the slides looks interesting. But i didn't get a chance to take it. Know why, cause when i step into the baby pool with Darwisy, the lifeguard hand-signal me to get out of the water. Urgh! Because this singlet i'm wearing is not allowed(?) Isn't that stupid, i'm only at the baby pool and he's chasing me out of there. So i spent 45mins munching the tidbits while watching Adek having fun. I'm jealous, oh hell yeah!
Today, Mom went for the bowling thing in the morning then Ayah send Adek to Amk. Thought of having a lil nap after Mom called but she ordered me to mandi and all. Haha, still i'm blogging. Oh shit! Yes, i had a wonderful dream about Baby. i dreamt that we went out for shopping, hah. okay now i remember, baby promised to buy me those long sleeves shirt at cotton on. So i'll probably get the black and the grey one.
Anyway, i feel so down cause i'm missing baby like hell. Be back soon man! I want to bath and go out, urgh. I'm late!
It's been quite
March 7, 2009 || 9:34 AM
Yesterday was rainig, and i was so lazy to go to school today. I have no choice. Cause mom woke me up at 6am, goodness! Today, Fauzi took the same bus as me. We alighted the bus at the same time, and walked half-way together. He's meeting Huda what. Yah, we were talking about what he's having today and about his beloved.
At school, we slack alot today man. Mr Imran and Mr Wai wang brought us to Computer lab. But, we made Mr Wai wang mad, hah. The thing they did was like so childish, urgh! Thought of going to swimming with Irah just now. The weather seem to be like so hot. I'm lazy to go out again.
You know, today Tajul went for his camp. My hp is so quite from just now, excluding Irah's msges. I'll occupy myself so that i won't get bored easily. And thus, Miss him. It's gonna be four days, that he'll be away. I promised him 3 things, which are- replacing the new skin blog, behave myself and to CUT MY HAIR. I know i'll surely be good, man. I miss you Baby!
Okay, now I'm waiting for Mother to reach home with my curry puffs. I'm starving from like few hours. Shit! I need to help Mom with the laundry too. Yeah, I'm missing Tajul. And Tomorrow, Mom gonna be a Year older!
Nari la..
March 4, 2009 || 12:06 PM

Okay i'm in a rush, aiyo. Met Momma at Long John. But before that, I met Tajul. Thus, he sent me to only the Third floor Cause he's late. And tiday, after eating at amk, We're going for Bowling. Hah, Mother practising for this Saturday. Which is on the 7 March.