#3
July 27, 2010 || 5:29 PM

Hi. I'm not in the mood seriously. If my word really hurt you, then i'm really sorry but i couldn't take it anymore. I'm really sorry. I dont know what should i do now to even make myself better. I tried to be strong but..
I dont know why i am feeling like this. What i'm feeling? I dont know la. I'm having my girl's thang and i guess, i'm too emotional righht now. I dont know what the hell i should do uh, seriously.
It's just like some other day- where i woke up, running away from this reality, hoping someone wouldn't bump into me and tell me who i am now then, before. Where i keep making myself happy without you. But, i dont know what the hell is pulling me back! I dont know. A new day for me, without everything i had, is another big obstacle i have to overcome. I dont know whether should i be happy? Or should i be.. It's really hard but,.. I swear, it's damn hard. Where at a point, we're ok. At another point, you ok. Then at another point, you're not ok. I also dont know why i am so stuck up. I'm really sorry. And, i dont know why i am sorry for.
I dont know uh. Life is seriously hard. Bye.