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#5
September 22, 2010 || 12:03 PM
Guess why i'm back, because i really need to say something. I really need to blog. I really need to let things out. God, i'm trembling, even now. Why? I hate this feeling. Oh God. Why should things be this way? Why. Somebody tell me a good reason why should it be this way? Maybe i know why, but why can't both of us work things out? Where is the person, when i need him around? Where. Things are always complicated between us and why aren't we working it out together? How should i say this, but i really miss you but i have doubts in telling you that, why oh why? Obviously things aren't the same like how it was. And obviously i don't know whether you feel the same. I don't know whether it's me or you who aren't trying to make an effort to make things work out. God, help me.
And Daddy, wherever you are, let me tell you this- I miss you so much Daddy :( I miss having someone like you around. And i know also that no one can replace you. Because you're one in a million, Dad. I miss you around. I miss you so much. I missed those times where you and me, stayed up till late nights and we had maggi together. I missed watching soccer with you. I missed holding your palms. I missed walking side by side with you and hanging on to you, hugged you. I missed you asking me "Why, girl? Having any troubles?", with just a glance on my sour face you'd know there's something wrong somewhere. Now i'm missing those times but,.. I missed talking things out with you, daddy. Where are you, Daddy. I missssshhh youuuuuuuuuuu. I wish you'd come back, daddy.
Behind this smile, there's something more that you don't know. Life's complicated. Everything is complicated. Maybe, i'm complicated.