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December 28, 2010 || 4:24 AM
Hi. Time? 4plus in the morning and i have yet to sleep but i am here thinking on how to start a god damn starter for a freaking post. Damn it, FINALLY! Hmm i am having a hard time to just even start on a starting for this post. See? It has been quite a long time i blogged. It has been a very long time! I got into using tumblr too much till i left my blogger hanging alone right here :( speaking of the time, actually I should have slept an hour back then once I hang up on the phone with tajul but I don't see myself sleeping. I think, I know why. I guess I am plain hungry.
Life now. Hmmm. Life? Has been easy, has been hard on me. Sometimes I got myself stressed up with people around me. Sighs. Why are human beings the reason other people get stressed up? I hate it when I got so stressed up. But, what I could do? I have to keep it strong and fight through it. Hmm, w every of my family problems unsettled. Family, it used to be perfect back then. No longer in the present today, sadly to say. Sometimes, I thought about it, why me? Isn't it so unfair, I am 16 and yet I have so many things going through around me.
It's a few days away to 2011. Just a day back I hurt the person I love. That's very, ouch! I need to stay out of this game. I have to put myslef as a main player into this. I hate being complicated. But I have to make this work out. I can't force myself into love but, if there's a will, there's always be a way for it. Maybe this would work out? I have no idea but I ain't putting my hopes high. Things got to have a limit. I have gone through so much and I am glad because it has taught me a lot of things. It got me to be who I am now. It got me being independent, stronger and thankful.
How I wished, for every post I write, all the 'wants' & 'needs' are granted. But, this is reality. And reality has never been fair, easy and perfect. But I have got to have faith, in everything I do. Focus on the big picture instead of the smaller ones.