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#3
July 27, 2010 || 5:29 PM
Hi. I'm not in the mood seriously. If my word really hurt you, then i'm really sorry but i couldn't take it anymore. I'm really sorry. I dont know what should i do now to even make myself better. I tried to be strong but..
I dont know why i am feeling like this. What i'm feeling? I dont know la. I'm having my girl's thang and i guess, i'm too emotional righht now. I dont know what the hell i should do uh, seriously.
It's just like some other day- where i woke up, running away from this reality, hoping someone wouldn't bump into me and tell me who i am now then, before. Where i keep making myself happy without you. But, i dont know what the hell is pulling me back! I dont know. A new day for me, without everything i had, is another big obstacle i have to overcome. I dont know whether should i be happy? Or should i be.. It's really hard but,.. I swear, it's damn hard. Where at a point, we're ok. At another point, you ok. Then at another point, you're not ok. I also dont know why i am so stuck up. I'm really sorry. And, i dont know why i am sorry for.
I dont know uh. Life is seriously hard. Bye.
don you wan to delete your pro pic? tot you not w him. still love is it?
|| 5:07 PM
OMG. Do i bother you in any ways, excuse me? There's still me in that picture. I love everything about that picture. It doesn't matter, it doesn't bother you anw.
#2
July 23, 2010 || 7:13 PM
I'll let the pictures do the talking. Also, i'm rushing. So, enjoooooooys ^^
hi! awak strezz buat coursework??
|| 4:38 PM
Hi awaks, stress lei. But, now finish alr. Doing theory. And theory suckx.
hi eka. iqahkatek here. i miss you. you miss me tak? (:
|| 4:38 PM
Hi iqah ^^ Aaaw, i miss you too, babe. Sorry pasal june hols tu eh.
#1
July 18, 2010 || 9:41 AM
Hi. Life's so hard now. I don't know what i should even write now. I'm confused. Saddened. I dont know why am i even like this again. I'm fasting, so i'll try to not break down again. K, i cannot do it.
Excuse me, have you ever put yourself in my shoes, girl?
Hi Pretty (:
July 10, 2010 || 3:15 PM
HI :)
Hi im Single are you?
|| 3:15 PM
Oh yeah~
Smile for me.
July 8, 2010 || 5:33 PM
Hi. Well, i should actually tell you that today's so different! I'm the happy-me & the hyper-me. Am so glad. And and, much more la. I'm lazy to blog la actually but i dont know what i'm doing here -.-' As seen, i changed my blog skin but, lazy to do other things. Check out the chat-box. So cute. Haha, i saw it at Nisaa's blog^^
Whatever it is, i reached home early today because school ends early. Thank god because i'm having stomach pain. Ugh. Not that type of cramps but..ish. Still pain. I lose some weight but i'm still not growing. 156 only lei :( So, in eng class, i & shiva were busy 'Waka waka eh ehh'. Same for ydy, tho. HAHA. I'm stuck to the song and dance. Ohh, esp when i meet them in school. Crazy people cannot stop Waka-Waka-ing.
Idk what to say anymore la. Ish. Eh eh~ Wait, tsk. Tmr i'm having my oral. FRIDAY- school ends at 12.30 but my oral is at 2 -.- Ugh. Like wth gitu sia. Blah blah blah, whatever sia. So, i need to bring my entry form. Ok, no prob. Oh and, yah. Tmr we're having some youth day celebration. Well, it's lame because it's only a gathering for our to class to eat breakfast together -.- Idk what i will be eating but i know i can't take much in the morning because later stomach ache. Oh well, oh well. Class shirt w skirt. Hehe.
I'm rotting here when i should be studying. Omg, study? Me? Ya, LOL. Can say that but, have to. Not for a long time but i should do some revising or something. Haven't shower yet. Haven't eat but today recess Irah fed me her Mee Siam. I'm not that hungry also, heh.
Ok done. Wait, one more. SPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAINNN WON THE MATCH! And, i won the bet. Baik. But, too bad i didn't watch the match. I woke up at 3.30 at my father was outside, so nvm. I continued my sleep. Mouth the word w me come, S-P-A-I-N ok? Woo.
I have to go and i love whoever i'm supposed to love.
You really love him is it? who did this anw?
July 7, 2010 || 2:25 PM
Ofcourse i love. More than evrything. I really do.
Hi :) I feel sorry for you. Relx.
|| 2:09 PM
Erm, hmm.
I feel you :(
|| 2:09 PM
Thanks :(
How do you feel right now?
July 6, 2010 || 11:04 AM
I feel so down. So hurt. It's like i fall to the ground and couuldn't bring myself up.
Hi eka. I miss u :) heheheh - fanaa.
|| 11:02 AM
Aaw! Miss you too :)
Imtf
|| 10:18 AM
You have no idea how i feel. You have no idea how this kills me. You have no idea. You have no idea how i live everyday with you, and now? Not any longer. You just have no idea. You have no idea how deadly i am. You have no idea how it took me to face this reality. You have no idea how, things are. You have no idea how this rs mean to me. You have no idea how much i've been dying for you. You have no idea how i struggle through this fact. You have no idea how hard it is for me. You have no idea. You haaave no idea! And, i don't know why am i even crying now. I dont know.
Hi. Ever thought what you really want to be when you grow up?
July 2, 2010 || 4:08 PM
Hi. Hmm, have yet to consider. But, maybe a pre-school teacher?