Why does it have to be tonight that I have to tear this much. Itchy hand, I read the whole blog and I cried of happiness, some sadness. How bad this is? Pretty bad. He is sick and I wouldn't want to wake him up from his rest. I just can't control this anymore. I needed someone, but I don't think anyone is up at this timing or whatever I dont know because I wouldn't want to burden anyone.

Why did my dad has to go and leave me and my sister behind? He was always there for me. I would call him every night before going to sleep. And at some nights, I would forget to ring him but he would call me. Because he never forgets me. Because he loves me. Damn. Dad, why must you go? Why must my dad that has to be the one! Urgh! I have always missed you ever since you left, dad. But how could I meet you? I miss everything about you. Daddyyyyy I misssssss yoooouuuuuu pleaseee comeee backkk :'(

I wouldn't care who would read this. I don't care anymore. I cried this bad cause I miss my dad and..my bestfriend. But I just don't know I don't know.