This year started in a very bitter way. Life's so hard? It has been a difficult journey so far. So hard to even get an apology. Even when I'm not at fault. So i wonder why is it always has to be myself that have to be the one hurting? Or be the one who cares? I swear I hate this feeling. Falling into the same old trap, falling for sweet-talks, and forced to get out of the whole crap thing again!
What is this? Yes, everyone would love to lead a happy life. That includes me! Even if I start the day with a smile, or tuning to my favorite song and ignoring the world, at some moment during the day reality will hit you in the face and boom, you're on the ground. And during this hard times when you need just someone you thought you knew or love, would bring you up. This moment, this special one will let you go, and there you are in this whole bullshit trap!
As much as I want to be on my own, run far away from reality, this is not an easy task to be completed. If only I have my own vehicle, I'd go somewhere and rant this anger out DAMN! Right now, it's an easy escape. It never was. Never!
