The only way out, is to release this feeling in me. This is the reason why I have a blog of my own to write how I feel, another way to be stress-free.
I was too caught up with my current new show > Kourtney & Kim take New York. Well I had been watching back-to-back episodes from season 1 up to season 2, stopped at the ep 1 though. Reason being cause up here, I was interrupted with some bullshits and I can't get 'em off. Irritating + annoying, what a way to ruin my awesome night.
I hate it, I hate getting this insecure feeling. Cause the next big thing you know is that you'll overthink about it and it gets a lot more worst than how it began. As much as I want to express it out, the only way is to at least wake my sleeping man. Which I did, 10 minutes ago. Actually did not thought of waking him up but texting would not change the state of how I am in now. Addition to that I would not want to ruin my man's morning reading that text inclusive of how insecure i was during the wee hours. I took the liberty to try waking him up and he did wakes up by the second call.
I apologized and shared it with him, feeling much better right now but will be much better once I shut my eyes and wakes up to an absolute new day.
Pretty much done here, time to rest my eyes. Sweet dreams, luv (;
