Back to typing my thoughts out again, hello! The last time I checked it was quite a long time that I decided to type everything out but hey here I am @ 4:29am, still awake + pouring outside + the fact that I'm in a cooling room right now.
Been doing some healthy stuffs for myself just so because I'd feel good about myself. And I well, good job to me because I achieved it. For now. But more to come.
Secondly, I have this possession over Damon, in case you're not sure who he is let me share: A hot sexy vampire I'd die to meet (ha ha) well he's from the vampires diaries. Not surprised but I am just being me again, staying up and waking up in the evening. What's new? But it's good to be in bed, doing what I love/like the most. Hmmm........
And about that, love hmm....... So much to talk about but hopefully...... I just wish I would not need to be like this. Be the bad one. Urgh. Why is it always me that have to feel all of this? Is it because I care so much that I'm being selfish? But I can't stand.........urgh damn it.
Sucks to be in love knowing the fact that it hurts. Sucks also when you start to miss because it hurts too. It causes pain either way.
As much as I'm over it, I just want to let it out here, this moment. Just so you know that when I read through my page or someone else did, I know what my life has been all about.
