There goes my night, wasted on tv series and one more Malay movie which got me tearing on my pillow. Feels to good to cry to all shows, but it sucks to be crying about myself, my life and everything that I've gone through.
It's good to cry myself out. But........ I just don't know. How to stop. Stop the pain.
Sucks huh..........................
Well I believe I got myself typing this because of the movie, yes emotional. Again. What's new man? This is life, reality is always hard.
Guess I am not lucky enough. But.......I will try. At least try to try. Even if I have to keep what I really felt. Been too much words, I'm glad I have this place to let out my thoughts. Be it good or bad, I'm thankful I'm here right now. Just wished I could have someone I loved most here with me too.
"It gets ugly before it gets beautiful." I'll keep that in mind, forever.
