Freaking hell so stupid when it comes to me, it will always be the opposite of everything when with friends. Pathetic that's it for caring too much. If this is the place where I rant my anger out I will, not worth thinkin of a fool making you crazy in the middle of the night. Fucking hell.
Wtf this is it, fuck it man urgh maybe I should stop caring like shit and fucking sit and watch everything pass by. Even though I know I will regret but fuck it, hate it when I do something and when we are together omg he's sleepy/tired wtf. Not to speak about being understanding or what fuck now because I don't freaking care right now I don't care omg urgh! Fuck because I have the initiative to do it and stay awake and not sleepy when I'm with you so what urgh omg.
Fuck this I'm not gonna ruin...oh ya already ruin my night urgh I'm just gonna sleep it off and hopefully someone on the other side start doing something or I'm gonna stop every shit. Fucking hell.
Sometimes I wonder why the f do I pay attention to this little things urgh.
