I should be sleeping but instead I got myself watching Korean drama series up to 3 hours.
And now.................shit. Ok eka don't think about this you're much better than this urgh but why do I feel like crying. Am I mad? Sad? Because I'm missing someone badly? Urgh maybe it's good I'm going away for a shirt trip again. What should I do whatttttt!!!!! Maybe keeping tiffs to myself is much more better than expressing to someone.
Sucks to feel this way. To have ready eyes at this hour, over thinking..........
I think best to sleep it off. Not worth my time thinking about things that makes me sad. I don't live to please, and I won't make choice to please them too.
And one more thing ive learnt today - When someone treats you as an option in their life, well we should prolly move on. Life is better this way.
