There's nothing much though but I'm still curious of what tomorrow have for me. Hopefully all is well, Amin.
It's confusing huh or should I say complicated? I can be so mad and the next moment missing/loving someone so much. That's ridiculous but that's the power of love I guess. Obviously I could not move on if you are not here with me, is just me 4 years back, a heartbroken person skipping meals getting skinnier when I did nothing but just think and over think. I would not like that to happen but I am just this silly girl who can get so mad very very fast and ignore the shit of what it would happen tomorrow if I make the decision today. Wonder will I able to change............or maybe will I able to control my hatred/angsty when the situation like that happen......again? Hopefully.
Tomorrow will be the start of my new e if I were to get hired but hopefully the pay and etc is reasonable so that I wouldn't have to say "give me some time to think over it and consider" when I should say "thank you so much, see you tomorrow" hmm yah hopefully. I should start somewhere but need to be good also since I am working my ass thru everything that i am given. Jia-yo eka!
I need to pee and then get back on bed and continue with my Korean drama before sleeping.
