I have doubt whether should I write or no but this is the only way to let it out without getting anything that I know would happen next. I have things in mind but i think............ Cannot post here also because I know someone will read especially when I post it now zz. So when am I grown enough to keep what I feel? I know I am the one with stupid vibes teh me myself and I but the more reason why I should keep within myself urgh. Maybe writing this instead would let the anger out so yup who care anw?
If I have a sister if be glad to brag about this but not to any other gender or maybe I should fuck it hahaha, yup maybe that's it. Just felt so urgh that I feel like.....damn the tears! I always suck at keeping it cool urgh shit but I guess it was a good thing to keep it to myself it's ok. It's ok eka you're strong enough to go through alone yup, maybe cause have always been alone lol, no. It's ok. Everything should be okay as long as I keep it within me. Medicine is in and waiting for time to sleep. Sleep cures this aches. So be it. Hopefully I can sleep now. Now. I just want to wake up and not think about it. But f why do I have to always feel like this oh or maybe I have been the one being like this all the time. So it's ok eka it's ok, you're strong enough to get over others stuff but don't let this pull me down back. Maybe seeing too much of it is not good so I'd rather stay home and f it all up. Don't think about anything don't care don't fucking care about anything eka.
Don't care. Be heartless eka. Because the way you treat people is not the way the people will treat you back. So don't care and bother.