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#73
February 21, 2013 || 3:01 AM
@ 2:24am to thursday
Yup just a day away. And ydy he brought up this one dead serious topic with his no-joke facial expression and he spilled the qns and I was like "oh my gosh is he really saying that" (well I was speaking that in my mind) when I had to put up with a serious face just to show that I wasn't joking or something when I heard it. It's pretty cool to hear it from his mouth makes me think that he wants to take it to a whole new level but I don't really think it's a good thing to do after experiencing a bad situation back then but if it was his choice and which he wants it, I respect that just that I hope things gets better by then and not like what I thought It would be you know. With haters around or whatever, I don't know. I don't care with the haters stuffs but I wouldn't wanna risk it and lose him. It will be a harder journey compared to what we have gone thru, like I said if he really wants it then I respect it and down for it. 'Yolo' yeah, only live once~ But hearing those coming from him, I felt like a princess, like a women. I was overwhelmed. That moment was epic. I think for now, that's the best ever moment. He surprised me. Even if it's just a qns. I love that moment, very much.
As I was typing quarter of the above, guess what my bro sat and the next very second he started vomiting and I chilled and was cursing the smell because the smell of vomit is my worst ever enemy, but he's my bro so I had to the other room to call my parents. Yup and I when I was stuck with him in the toilet goodness, the smell got me vomit saliva (thank god it was just saliva yay lucky I didn't whip up something delicious or I'll be just vomiting like him)
Now time to sleep. Hopefully I could willingly shut my eyes. Just a day away.
Stop expecting, I mean I am a girl and obviously I do expect so much during my birthday but expectations may lead to.....a great downfall so better not.
I secretly wish that my Thursday will be awesome. I wish and hope xx