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#83
March 20, 2013 || 1:09 AM
@ 12:58Am to 20th
I know it has been a while I last turn to Him. But ever since he went, good things are happening. Syukur Alhamdulillah. I'm glad and happy and....proud to him mine (not yet but still he is my boyfriend and soon enough we will be together and have babies together yay that's my dream!) But yup, I have always look up to him. I realized ever since he start praying, he's being a better man. I guess that's how one behaves after you pray and found inner peace. That's absolutely what I need and I had this moment in me when I reached home and wanted to bathe and clean myself up and just want to pray and doa for the best. I guess He is always the best person to turn to, when you're happy or down with your sorrows I guess He is everywhere to help you just that we need to have discipline. And I will start to try to pray, I want to be better. Insya'allah. I guess if daddy was here, he'll be happy but I know he is, at least he got the right man to take care of me. I'm so happy, contented!
Now........back to reality talk. I am still wondering what to work as. As in long term, full time you know. Hais I have always been changing thoughts about where to work......no no no in order to have a bright future, I need to start somewhere now. No retail line, I'll just waste my time standing. I think the current job I have after the expo event is already a good job. Yes, no changing of mind anymore eka. Everything has been laid out for you, but why do I always make the wrong choice? Hais! Not anymore, not this time. I need to settle down. Please, for my future. And money. And.....whatever I want. And traveling. All I need is discipline, determination, passion, hard work and yup.....that's the journey to success. Go go go!
(Luvin' the positivity, yay hope it last for forever hopefully, insya'Allah)
I guess this is what you get when you pray, so keep calm and pray so you'd be more peaceful yay! This is life I've been looking for.......yay!
Alhamdulillah!
