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March 29, 2013 || 4:09 AM
Yes supposedly I could get up very very late and join my family to the picnic they were all buzzing around. But it's 3:55am and i am just four hours far from waking up.
And whatever that I am thinking, I just wanna flush it away but this will be a good one.
Okay this is weird but the movie, Nanny Diaries, which has ended like 8mins ago knocked some sense you into me. To be loved by a children takes quite awhile.... Okay I don't know why I'm even typing about this but on the other side I wish I could reach out to my sister. I have been missing a lot of her moments growing especially my father passed on. Since she's there and I'm busy but that's just an excuse I guess, time to really at least be like how my dad showered me with his care and love. He insisted me to call him every night........ Ya something like that I shall do. Or maybe not every night but must keep up with the effort. Insya'allah, I'll be guaranteed if I have the will. Amin.
I learn something about love. Yes pathetically I'm emotional, yes time of the month, but the great thing about love isn't about love itself, but about staying by one's side. And communication. I miss you so much I know the days will come by very fast makes me wanna kidnap you and keep you myself but I can't. The only thing I could do is cherish these moments which I don't know I might be enjoying late night calls anymore (obviously we can't) that's something to let go. Another common thing will be missing you. Very much which I don't know even if I get to see you during weekends since we both have our own families. But I know I'm strong enough to not let this go easily. Insya'allah. Amin. Never want to let you go. Before my eyes turns puffy again I shall take this time to snuggle with my pillows and shut everything.
I know you'll read this eventually, please know I'd sacrifice anything to spend my time with you. Miss you, so much.