Sunday night post was a terrible one but what's love life without ups and downs right? Yes anyone can say stupid and harsh things when you're mad (don't read and think you're so perfectly not like me when everyone has their own temper, no one's perfect hello) But I'm glad I got onto my soft-hearted side when.....i realized losing him will be worst than losing dad. So i wouldn't want to hurt myself and make myself live miserably and thus, forgive him. Oh yes that also revealed the baby-side of him heheheh another secret!
I'm blessed that working with kids brings me no 'Monday-blues' but if only I could see my man's face trying to hide behind a pillar everyday that will eventually brighten my entire day. It's okay soon enough we will we working and busy and I shall understand that this is what we have to go through as adult. And I will endure this separation anxiety, hmm hopefully I don't cry in the middle of the night. I doubt that would happen when we could text and etc during sleep time right? Heh it's not like he's going forever, I know. Separation anxiety sucks alot. I just to go through it and get over it. All goes back to this, "hardship first, happiness comes later"
