Why it has been a rocky one? I have been questioning myself, all I want is everything to run smoothly, to get a together-time like since the days are passing by so fast but I did not see this heading my way.
Yes, I want to change. I am trying, on the other hand but changes or trying to change doesn't have to be visible but that does not mean I did not try. Yes I know I have been angsty like every moment but I do not need you to butt in and make things worst. I don't know what went wrong with me, (yeah like always I don't know what's wrong but I think I felt annoyed by idk what). Obviously I want the best, but I make mistakes, I just can't be perfect. I don't understand what's with you and me, seems like you're having something against me, everything doesn't seemed right. Like in the end I'd ask "what have I done?"....... But I love you so much, please don't do this. Don't make us out ourselves into trouble, I don't want to regret the time. Time is precious now. I just wanna be with you, everyday (if I could) but I don't know, would you be with me? Because I know I'll feel so far when the days come. That's why I wanna be so near now. I don't want to regret these times when I have it but I have to waste it. I do not want to. I'd rather cherish those moments with you, then ending the day being contented, like on cloud nine.
I love you so much. I just wish we could shorten the arguments. Maybe I should learn to let things go so fast. I know we can pull thru this. I know we are strong. I know you're strong. I just want to spend my days and nights with you. I'm sorry for everything, (after so many sorrys but I'm human and I make mistakes and I'm sorry).