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#93
April 18, 2013 || 3:12 AM
3am in the morning, and nothing feels good. This is not good, but it always happens during the wee hours.
This is sucky. But I know I'm going to lay down all my cards and pick 'em wisely. It's time to lay low, it's time to not bother or be bothered because eventually in the first place I can't do that but hopefully this time it will work (it better be working). In a snap of my fingers, i feel so down. I am so sure about what but I know it has to do with me, my life & me self. I know the fact where by if you get so close with another person, it's not good because things might either go as smooth as a smoothie or as rough as the road. That's when.....it's time to breathe. And think own my own. About my life. What to do. In the end, we are buried alone in our grave. So I don't know what I'm doing but if it makes me feel good, I'll go for it. Hopefully. And......it has been a long time I didn't go back to praying. Might consider it soon to get me self some peace.
Now......I am not even near sleepy. Hopefully once I wee, these eyes better weigh heavier if not I'll be late for later shopping spree!
If other people can have a great time without me, I can too. Because they don't always think about you, hmm or should I phrase it "you're needed when you're most wanted" Something to ponder tonight huh? xx
Maybe I miss you. But I don't want to butt into your happiness right now with your friends or whatever it is. I don't feel like wanted.....anymore so I'm just gonna play the game and I with the flow. Just another same shit again, so I shall sit and wait and watch while my popcorn pops. It's ok, I'll pull through this 'missin' thingy by myself, whatever have to be independent. It's ok eka, it's okay.