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#98
April 28, 2013 || 2:15 AM
I am so angsty right now nothing can sure me but just someone who wants to freaking put in more effort and try but dream on man. I don't care and this moment all I can say is that I don't care. Maybe I need this kind of moments in my life so I can say whatever I want to someone whom I've been enduring been sacrificing everything and anything but in the end, when it comes to myself no no no sometimes you cannot expect people to do the exact sacrifice for you. People sucks. They always suck. Fucking people. Waste my bloody effort and time because in the end, you cannot even go an extra mile for me. Hah so when karma hits you in the face, Hope you'll have a good time. Doesn't matter I'm having my bloody period or no but afterall, after like whatever I have done, don't I deserve like you sleeping late like make the bloody effort to urgh freaking text or talk to me not just stare in the phone surface and wait for me to bloody start a conversation at tango. I have always thought I could make the best time of what I have but no la you have this you have that you have everything or something to do, and I'm just waiting for the wind to blow the coconut off from the tree. And I'm the idiot again. Freaking hell sia I have done things sincerely, yes I don't expect it to happen but if it doesn't happen then wtv so whatever I've done, oh yah it's just for you to enjoy because at the end of the day I'll be the one waiting bla bla bla. This stupid wait game can seriously go to hell. Wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and you know what I've gained from it? Nothin. If this is going to happen in the future, I'm am so taking my hands off this shit. I cannot stand this anymore, I deserve better. If you don't make the effort I know there's someone out there will make use of the bloody time with me, not like whoever the culprit is right now all one think is sleep sleep sleep. It is so important. Hah. Fuxking hell. I am so done with this shit. I don't care. I'm not goin to care for people who doesn't fucking care or make an effort to be with me. Don't freaking expect me to always with for you hah asshole. My patience has officially overflowed by now you don't freaking care and by tmr morning I'll not care either. Fuck off.