#105
May 9, 2013 || 1:04 AM
@ 12:49AM of Thursday
Greetings! Today is officially the mornight before I start my 9th May. 2 day ago, my boyfriend went to serve his Ns. Well we all know that this is the beginning of a new journey of adulthood, might be the hardest but I'm fine with whatever it is now. Maybe because I'm working and busy with the kids and I have scheduled my after-work plans so everything should be fine with me, for now. I mean we need to learn to learn go and adapt to new things which will be a learning experience in our lifes. I am not shy to share this but, I can't deny that I miss him but with working life right now, I am literally fine with the situation. I am pleased, myself. I started to find peace within myself, which is praying. To get to the right path of my life, brighten my future and give me a positive mindset to whatever situation I may be in. And I promised that I will use this time to burn down the fats when my boyfriend is in Ns. If he can survive through it all, means I can survive through it also! Ns gave me heads up, so here's to the start of everything new. And I will kill it in no time!
And Allah, give me patience give me strength to live. With your guidance, it will happen. Insya'allah. Amin.
Here I end my day, body aching die to the run I had with Nisaa. Been so long that we last met one another, a good catch up & workout sesh! Thank you. I appreciate it.
I shall now end my post here, then as usual head to the toilet and laze in bed till I fall asleep. Till then, goodnight!