@ 2:34AM of Tuesday 

Today has taught me to think through matters wisely & definitely to man up when it comes to work stuffs. Yeah, maybe I should! I shouldn't be like nice anw because they are going to increase the pay anw so hais......... I think, I really need to get a better job. This is fine but money matters, it is worst! Whatever this is, it has been lingering through my mind the very moment my work mates start talking about it. True enough, I am young and I need better job + pay. Just hoping that whoever co. who received my résumé hopefully they will think it through and employ me please ASAP! Therefore I'm hopin that I could let go of this matter as soon as possible and I think I'm just going to stop asking for full time job since.....the pay is fucking little. Or I should wait till they call then, I will ask them about the money problems. From there we will see how it goes. Pay sucks but I like the job :( 

Eyes are watery, I think I'm just sleepy or am I missing my boyfriend? Definitely I'll go with the second choice. Can't describe the moment when I get to meet him this Friday. If it means for me to go over to Boon Lay, I will baby. I will see you there! Wish I could have like a invisible photograph who would take shots like these moments as in on Friday when I finally get my first hug.

Till then, I end this here.