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#116
May 29, 2013 || 1:39 AM
@ 1:09AM of Wednesday
Now that I am writing constantly/daily, I just want to share that writing makes me pull myself together. There's this energy whereby your feelings come together and when I typing it all out, there it goes vanishing in the thin air. Another reason I hold onto this blog is because, it's too long and I don't wish to delete all my past 4/5 years of memories I had in this blog. It's worth reading and be like "woah what was I thinking back then" like those times when we were all younger and the language and the spelling were....damn! It sounds so wrong now that I'm reading it. Besides that, the memories; the moment to keep and the moment of guilty/sad and etc are all in here. So I will keep this blog alive till.......whenever!
So as I was tumblr-ing my night away, I came by this quote.
And now that I have something to let it out, I will. There's definitely no right and wrong in life decisions, or even the typo errors I have in this post, cause's no one was born perfect. And judging ppl? And who are you to judge me, because every girl out there feel the same or other. So before judging one by a post or photos, think about yourself. I will always be me. As much as I am me, I don't like to share how I really feel unless I really really really really really trust you like a lot and that take years for me to gain that trust and for now, eventually (the obvious) I am comfortable with him. I am this person who doesn't share I terribly feel at that moment or ydy or whatsoever because I believe that I wouldn't want to hurt others feelings. But I also know that silence is a killer but, when I am at my worst I'd rather distance myself for awhile or so. It's just me, I don't want to hurt others or just keep hurting myself deeper upon the matters. I just want to stop making myself feel bad, because I need to feel good. That's why I love distance. Not always but some times. Because keeping a distance gives me no harm, no headache, no pondering & no over thinking. At some point I need a break, I need peace, I need to fresh air breathe in and think & not demoralizing myself. Well, girls are just being girls right?
Few days ago I was over thinking about 'when will I settle down with my job' ' which job is good for me' and etc etc & now that I have the offer, I shall take it and ponder no more! I shall pass on the cotton on job, and take up on this as I am so comfortable and getting compliments about myself and from the boss, well I'm thankful and glad that everything is worth the try and wait. Hopefully the Hr get back to me asap so I could do the paper work and yay! Finally I've settled down ( well settled down with my job, now that's a tick off my life check-list) And knowing that I am lucky enough to get the offer, Alhamdulillah. And I appreciate people around me who has been helping me with making the decision and etc, I'm thankful! Good day, good news to share! Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day with more good news coming in my way, Insya'allah!
& another good news coming my way, but that's happening only after I meet her and we are about to discuss about the selling items and stuff. I'm just helping my soon-to-be...........cousin runs her online shop which she is now currently selling fragrance at a cheaper price and the company is known. So no cheating!! And I've came up with an idea and hopefully it will come true once we meet and talk about it and make it happen.
Shall spend some time with my phone and then turning in soon, toddles xx