#117
May 31, 2013 || 12:04 AM
@ 11:38PM of Thursday
This is definitely a very emotional moment for moment for me......to leave my very best working place @ East View. The experience I got from there was priceless! First thing I was overwhelmed to be helping to teach to the student in that school as it was my primary school back then. Secondly, after being with my kids for a month straight, I'm very bonded with them, they are very discipline. They know what they should do and not do, to eventually not get any scoldings from me. The very first time I step into that class, a lot of shouting going here and there but towards the end, we grew closer and deeper together as a class which eventually breaks my heart to even leave without saying goodbye :( I have always loved them, literally, I love kids couldn't deny it, especially being part of their upbringing, means a lot to me. I really appreciate those time being with them, I am just going to miss them. But truth hurts, I couldn't stay for a long time because there's a conflict of interest. I'd definitely miss them and would want to come back if I could, hopefully there's still a miracle hidden somewhere in that big fat hope.
Few highlights I brought home with me, the very first, I'm glad they learnt something when I was there and they know where the limits are to a certain extend that they know they won't get any scoldings; Discipline. Check! At the first, I thought those kids in my class were animals, no doubt bout it especially when I need to raise my voice higher than theirs. But once we open up to each other, they became my precious kids whom I wouldn't want to bid goodbye if I was given a chance! The bond was getting stronger as day passed by & now when they are already with me, I have to let go. That's very saddening, I hate 'goodbyes'. I'd definitely come back once in a month to see how they are doing. I'm already missing everyone :( Not forgetting the reason why I always look up to come to work, the bubbly & friendly colleagues. Even if we are not on the same level, we are definitely working on the same page. Looking out for each other..... I will be giving hugs when I get too overwhelmed over a good news. A listener & definitely good adviser! I'm already missing the moments we all are smiling cheek to cheek, definitely missing to do silly jokes on them. Precious moments, to keep with me! Everything is precious over at East view, I loved them too much I don't want and never want to let go but I just have to.
I've always and will love you people & kids over at East View Pri Sch.
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