I am quite disappointed but I am still holding onto this little hope! I stayed up till this timing, actually it all ended an hour ago but still.... Hais. Well I kind of expected it to happen but see this coming. 

I made up my mind to try out my third baking session- which was to bake 'perfect chocolate chips cookies' as seen on top. Even mommy helped out too, too contented that now we are baking together! Because when dad and myself insisted her to make some cookies for hari raya, she declined the offer. But now she's making baby steps cause after this mommy's bakin' Pineapple tarts and Kuih Kacang (I don't favor much) but hehehe just so happy for her! Finally she changed her mind after what I've done in the kitchen, excluding the little mess 🙊 

Okay back to the story! In the end, when I wanted to bake it, the cookies either spread out too big or it was sticked to the parchment paper. Cookies fillings were indeed perfect, just that it ran out of shape and I had to stop & mom gave a suggestion to get the tray for baking cookies so things would not get messy as how it did. I am genuinely disappointed, like really I thought it'd be as easy as the oatmeal choco cookies. Indeed, i was wrong........... It's ok eka, it's just a trial and you opt to make mistakes cause then it comes perfection baby. 

So while I resting, suddenly he texted and surprisingly he woke up to a nightmare about me...... Hmm don't you think it's good to get those nightmares? Maybe it's trying to get you to learn something from it. I think that nightmares puts us in a situation where by you realized that losing someone hurts, and so do something about it. 

I can't deny that our relationship was perfect but we got into fights lesser (guess we only quarrel for 5 mins or so when I'm getting my period cause pms sucks badly I want to kill it if I could) Other than that, well I understand his situation and vice versa. Besides as we are growing = lesser time = mode of communication gets lesser. But when we are together, we really make use of it wisely. Eventually, cause he has to book in every Sunday (for now before he pop heheheheheheheh) Confession: I have yet to even Iftar with him. Well, deep inside I'm still hoping at least a day for this year's Ramadhan. Really I secretly wish that he could read my mind. 

Hehe can't wait to meet him today and go for some massage like we always do wooo! And......................sucks huh that I have work @ night, well anything for the money huh?