Right now.........all I am missing is my, none other than my fireman :( Really... Well maybe right now I am just....so sad over hais I don't know what and thinking about this Tuesday where I can't even see him during POP breaks my heart twice. And today he's bookin' in, he have to res and I have work and........sometimes I give up I don't know what to do but it's too hard not to care when you love someone so much :( And I want him to get his rest and I also need to meet him cause I only see him for less than 10 hours on weekends 😔 Well I had to take in aloooooooot and gave in many times and in the end.....this is how I feel. It sucks to be the one waiting for forever, it's too hurting I hate this feeling ahhhhhhh hais. Guess I just have to suck it in, again..........hmm. Maybe a good cry would help clear all this thoughts................

Luckily I have WopzyDaz customers to keep me busy.