hehe here I welcome to you my looooong cny holiday = more posts woohoo! Finally time for myself, my family. Basically time to do the right thing, get back on track. More of running. Because can't deny this but guess who's fat again? HA HA HAIS I CAN CRY A BUCKET FULL OF TEARS JUST LOOOOOK 

Fat arms. Where's my chin....... Oh ya my tummy. Urgh!!!!! Shit just got real again. Told chaaaaaaaaa this time got to say hi again to sweating. Have to. Really. Last warning. Because I can't remember when was the last time I took a selfie zz. #storyofmyfatlife

Definitely insecure but it all goes back to myself, if I'm just sitting and waiting for miracle to happen. Guess never in a million years it's gonna happen unless I get my ass up and do it. Just do it, yo. For...........my upcoming holiday. Maybe holidays. YES MY BIRTHDAY! Haha new birthday challenge, WAH must do it! To excited that I could gear up and run now.......but in my dreams haha! 

Tomorrow, a new day new start to something new. Insya'allah! Amin.

So so so so so so so so it's gonna be 2 anytime soon, he's already sleeping and I gotta do my homework and.......pool, or tumblr or anything that keeps me fingers moving here. Not sleeping anytime soon......dark circles eyebags hais another shit just got real again. But hey, I'm greatful that's I'm still in one piece right here. 

More of doing than planning yo. Hehe chao!