Just few mins before my mom will enter the room and repeating this over and over again: "adik, bgn. Adik bgn. Adik bgn............." zzzzzzz. I can feel my eyes are weighing 10kg but........idk it's a habit to write maybe it makes me feel good whereby I can share how my day went. Eventually I don't know who reads but I don't really care haha.

Today eventually...no wait, more like ydy, he had work so me? At home with mom + brother, spent some quality time over at central zzzzzzzzz (money burn zz) but I felt good about it having to have extra to share with them. End the night with swensens and shit.........I have yet to break the news oh no oh no don't knw when I should ask/tell but don't wanna think about it because if it's a no or bla bla bla i'd still bid goodbye hehe! Wait who said I was too busy that I didn't ran?!!!!!!! I DID HEHEHE 

Forever feel so heavy hais like wanna die but I still kept running, running to get results running to hope that one day I'd be thinner than ydy. Really hoping that my body understands me and give me what I want especially in this LUV

VLY MONTH FEBRUARY WOOOO! I always either work for it, or is it just me whereby I'd always get what I want? Hahahahahahaha annoying shit okay I need to stop blabbering! 

Hais I'm 28hours (I think, alamak estimated only cause I can't be bothered to really count @ this timing!) away for work...................shit just got real again. Hais. Reality slaps hard in the face yo. Sucks aloooooooooooooooooooooooot!

Meanwhile, I can't wait to sleep and wake up and do my stuffs and meet him and spend the day with home after ages of not meeting, (ages = 5 days!) felt so good to miss someone so badly but lucky I'm not too emotional where I could cry over not meeting him hehe glad I outgrew it. 

To another hectic + productive day later, goodnight x