Midnight to remember. He waited till I reached safely and made the effort to cook and pack for me and we met.

 

At first, it was all good, yeah duh, cause I was busy eating and laughing. Wait till I nearly finished my meal that's when I start to realize that it's going to be 14days till I'm going to meet him again. That's when my tears were uncontrollable. I tried to breathe in and out, to calm down. Maybe he was there and all the separation anxiety kicked in and I can't control my emotions for goodness sake. 

Haha i was crying, man. It's funny when I come to think of it again. 

Then..... Here I am right now on bed chilling, writing this. When i come to think that, it will be okay. I will be fine. I've been through this phase and it's just another "getaway" and he'll be back soon. It was his dream to be a fireman and I will support my fireman all the way till the end of time. This is for his future and I will be strong for him. 

Meanwhile, it's time of the year that I get my weekdays to myself. F R E E D O M WOOOOO. I've set my own goal, and go lah! I want to travel morrrrrrreeeeeee so let's do it man. You can do it, Eka. If Tajul can, you can very much do it too. Seems I've got homework to do and goals to accomplish, hehe yay!

Time will pass anyway! I love you so much, Fireman Tajul! Always and forever x