I knew it's going to be difficult but never I knew it would happened so soon. Is this what it is? What will happened if my dad is still around? Is this a good news or bad news? Ofcourse I've always known that he's happy with me being with....him. But with whatever that is happening right now......................... If only he's around to see and hear me out, and obviously helped me out. I know very much that he won't sit down and shake his leg, watching his girl crying. He's never that kind. He'd save me from all the trouble I had in life. He'd be my knight, my king. But now? Who? 

Who............................?

How I wished that you're around, ayah.