I am taking a very deep breaths while typing this out tonight. What have come over me? Being so emotional, stressed. Well.
In order to do things I think I cannot do, is a very big leap of faith/life/self or etc. To sacrifice, to give in, to understand even when it's difficult to understand, to trust even when it's hard to believe.
It's frustrating, disappointing...............
Let's just wait for the pill to kick in. I want tonight to be over. This feeling to be over.